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Saturday, 21 May 2011

A Daydream.......



It was a scorching Monday evening, after my usual exhausting morning shift I was laying on my ‘not-so-soft’ bed. The unfinished Opel Mehta was still acquiring the same space on the left side of the bed where I placed it last night.…my fastrack beeped …It was 5’Oclock in the evening. The sun was about to say good bye for the day…. It looked grim with a reddish tinge all over. The sky was spectacular, as it threw in the air a medley of colors -scarlet, orange and red….. I closed my eyes and fell for eternity...
A soft gentle breeze was touching my soul which was overburdened with myriads of silent tales which were needed to be unfold...Rosy sunshine swept my dozy eyes. It was amusing to watch the birds, playing around the birch trees and the water trickling down the snowy white stones. The sweet smell of the rajnigandha made me breathe like a monk, so as to enjoy it wholly and spiritually. I saw the vast ocean. I could feel the soft wet sand under my feet. The salty breeze swept my face, leaving behind a mild scent of the sand. I walked a long distance, with my hands in the air, alongside the waves, was viewing the horizon at full length. I dived deep, deeper, into thoughts. I wished I could dive into the ocean and get to the shore alive. At some distance I caught sight of a cottage with a door kept ajar…stepped inside I felt the aroma of the fresh wild flowers that touched my feet ...two snowy white statues of women with feathers, looking like angels from heaven was stretching their hands…it was looking like they were calling me..I looked around and my eyes got stick on the chandelier,fixed to the roof. The breeze was giving it a harmonic motion...As the sun’s sharp beams fell on the chandelier, the reflections from dozens of crystal hangings on it, flickered giving it a glisten like a Diamond; it was adding a classic vintage charm to the world around. I couldn’t take my eyes off this beauty. They seemed immortal, neither the chandelier nor  its shadow. The shadow of the chandelier projected an attractive black shade as it descent on top of the fawn floor mat. I felt like resting over the shades, enjoying the warmth of the rug under this soothing Venetian; I went off to the verandah... It was filled with shadows - of large trees, sparkling rainbow, huge mountains, colorful butterflies and tweeting birds. I found myself in an uncanny world. Clouds were at a hands stretch and the environment seemed so pure... It was an odyssey into a dazzling world with no identity.
A mark of happiness cast in my heart but an unvarying beeping sound brutally stabbed in the heart …all of a sudden the world seemed to be turning upside down, everything around were departing  from me  at a rapid pace . The beeping sound grew harder and louder…it was so hard that it couldn’t save me from being panicked and increased my migrant. I heard someone yelling my name. I   opened my eyes as if I had just woken up from a broken spell and found myself on the floor of my own room. The time was 8 0’clock then. Opel Mehta was now resting on my chest... It did not take me much time to realize that this unrealistic world was a mere creation of my own dream. After having restored myself to reality I felt better. Recollecting about the last 3 hrs of continuous fantasy, cast a smile on my face and instilled a sense of happiness and relief in my heart…made me experience on the edge of the world…. 

Saturday, 7 May 2011

Time is changing……….


Time….when I was in school our gurus and my parents used to warn me “Time is wealth, do not waste it…….”…although I find that proverb to some extent weird, but today I realize it’s not only the time..It’s a time machine...Where the modernization is the source of energy…Its rushing like anything. I don't know where it’s going and where it is going to take me. Two years have passed without doing anything…… Just slipped by, slyly as never before. The days, nights and weeks just passed by like anything. I can still remember what I said on a morning of my first weekly off of 2009….. As clear as like it was yesterday!
 
Industry life sucks. Doing constant duty with very week ,,the same B,A,C…same B to A and the same weekly off and come back straight after 10 long hours. Tired enough to not even stand up and drink a glass of water all by myself. No time for family, no time for long lost friends, no time for introspection, no time for life.
Looking back now ,after 4 years I realize what I had gained and  what I had lost…the day I entered room no 28 and the day I entered room 201(hotel konark regency)…..suddenly things changed ,life brought surprises…….
Memories are still fresh of the days of our college week, the sleepless night for preparing the best wall magazine and the most tough task of doing parade for the college week(which remained a flopped dream. I can’t even remember when we won the last Parade competition), the most exciting football match between hostel 6 n hostel 7, long queues in the college canteen, eyes trying to search for some pretty girl in the boring lecture… just kidding), formation of the big gang every evening near pankaj da chai shop……..still I feel the taste of that 3 rupee chai along with a couple of samosas…… endless fights over some counter-strike, moto GP, the days during college election ..the scenic view of the dipor bill…and our all time party….the night we spent in our pyro…the dj night (girls were really enormous on that night)………to the early morning rush to stand on a queues for the puri bhaji….and the exam time …mad attempt to complete the whole course…enjoying life, party till the exam result come and after the exam result came…
All of it forms memories……memories which we can never forget. Memories of friends who hugged each other, cried in joy and sadness. Today they are far apart, but still common thread binds us all.

Life changed drastically in last two years… Campus to industry is a fucking nightmare. Corporate life is sucky. It’s just too weird at times. I don't know what life is going to turn out to be after all this ends. As an engineering graduate I was one of the lucky one to get selected for an MNC. But    Professionalism sucks way too much, but it left me no choice….. I miss you AEC and my friends